intrigueandapathy

It's a game, a game, It has to be a game Because if it's a game then we can win We always win games Even when we lose we've won something A chance A second chance Even losing gives us second chances If it isn't a game then what is done is done there is nothing No help for it It's a game I don't want to play it games scare me but it has to be because.. Otherwise what is this? You can't simply not play. And you can't simply give up. No one can give up. It has to be.. A game. Games have order. They have directions. Ways to play strategies. It has to be a game We need it to be a game.. It only works that way...

Why am I writing here? There are a lot of reasons. I could say to get it out of my head and to put it elsewhere, but I could do that without telling the rest of the flying unicorns universe. That will only make sense if you know me. No, I think I'm posting this here in hopes that someone will hear me. That maybe, for once, I can be happy because someone actually gets it. Without it being something awesome that I did merely because I did it. Some other thing in a long list of things. I have a long list of things, accomplishments. It's too easy to read through something and say how awesome, amazing, deep, fantastic,  the thing is. But

So this is me. Intrigue, and Apathy.... Polar opposites. But so alike. Stream of conscious thought. What is in, comes out. *splat* Here. It finds a home here. Everything has to have a home somewhere, right? Maybe. Not always. And sometimes home juts makes you want to run away a little more. Or is that just insanity? No. That's normal. No one wants to be home.